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Friday, July 08, 2005
finally, setelah kecewa ma travel yang bikin nda ga jadi balik ke aceh... bsok jadi juga ^^
tapinya... ada yang ngganjel sekarang ;)
nda ngerapz @ 10:52 pm
Saturday, May 07, 2005
apa cobaaa judulnya o.O"
hehehe
it's about one week ago when i finally found out who feels what *ngerti?? ngga?? bagus deh :P~*
*[butterfly effect]*
now i know that what he feels for me is more than what i feel for him, and i gotta make it in balance.
a friend told me that i shouldn't have to worry about the feelings inside of me,
but however i'm just afraid of disappointing person..
and the effect of the magic words still make me shed a tear, tear of joy? but it painful somehow
***
banyak yang terjadi,
gak cuma ke nda tapi juga ke bestfriends nda.
actually it's two of my bestfriends, satu di sini, satu lagi tmen sma nda.
dikecewain.
but be sure that's one way to strengthen ur heart, ur soul, ur mind :)
gak bisa nda bilang nda juga bisa ngrasainnya cuz, kalo patah hati nda mu`in pernah tapi kalo sakit hati, disakitin nda blom ngrasain. jangan sampe yah ^^;
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one thing about girl : jangan cuma nebak˛ kalo ada yang ngganggu pikiran elo, tanyain langsung ma ce itu, cuz walopun tu ce ga slalu njawab, ga pasti dia bakal ngasi tau, tapi dengan nanya, itu ce jadi tau kalo dia bner diperatiin, itu nunjukin kalo lo bner peduli ama dia, dan secara ga langsung lo udah bikin ce itu ngrasa lebih baek :)
orang cenderung dengerin/nglakuin yang dibilang oleh orang yang dia sayang+peduli daripada yang dibilang ma orang yang sayang+peduli ma dia (ngliat dari orang, dan analogiin ke diri sendiri).
nda ngerapz @ 10:29 am
Because Of You - Keith Martin
Spoken:
Look, why don't you play that song you played for me yesterday?
Oh ok yeah, that song because of you, cool
This is a song called because of you...written because of you...here we go
Verse 1:
...oh yah, oh yah...
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
Verse 2:
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
Bridge:
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
My life has changed thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you...
Spoken:
Because of you
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*you already had me @ hello
nda ngerapz @ 10:11 am
Sunday, April 24, 2005
yupz, libur abiz uts sejak rabu kmaren.
rabu ujian t'akhir matdis jam 1/2 2, gileee.. stress bgt nungguinnya *stress ato excited yaks*
yah itulah poko`nya, dan pas dah slesai.. plong banget rasanya ^^
and then.. malam sbelomnya nda rencananya abiz ujian pergi ke dago barenk fajar+aji+ma b'fajar, skalian nda nginap di tmpat tmen di cimbeleuit, tapi ga jadi cuz slaen nda agak˛ males *cape` jalannya doank* dan sama aja sie, idup kos˛an juga kan, beda kalo pulang ke tmpat sodara ato keluarga.. bisa perbaikan gizi gituw deh ^^; jadi nda ga jadi. besides, ada tawaran yang menyenangkan hari sabtunya ^-^
jadi aja, hari kamis+jumat nda jalan ma tmen+kk *senior*, trus sabtunya nda ke Puntang ma M'YoYo cs. Awalnya ada accident gtu, tapi tetep jadi acaranya. And IT WAS ABSOLUTELY FUN!!~
*doh, nda mo nulis detail bgt tapi mengetahui bahwa du2tz akan membacanya, kan jadi maluuu*
***
i'm haPpy juz 2 b w/ him,
he's my prince, whatever he might think of me,
whether as his sis or else, he's still my prince
nda ngerapz @ 12:45 pm
Thursday, April 21, 2005
uts dah lewat
tinggal nglewatin liburan yang cuma 3 hari
then back to rutinitas... -_-'
nda ngerapz @ 06:22 pm
Saturday, April 16, 2005
something i don't know
came to my mind
strucked me
i'm afraid i can't see my beloved persons anymore
i'm afraid i have no chance to meet `em
i feel so empty inside
like there's a big hole inside of me
need to be healed
by what?
by who?
nda ngerapz @ 03:36 pm
Saturday, April 09, 2005
utk pertama kalinya stelah lu2s TK nda nari hahahaha
sayang, mpertahankan wajah senyum pas nari itu susyeeehh :P~
*m`bela diri* hehehe
pas acara penutupan GENIA -= informatika stt telkom =-
ukm-aceh
nda ngerapz @ 12:01 am
Friday, April 08, 2005
what's nu yah?
ehm.. 2 hari yang lalu kuis alin dibagiin dan nda dapet 2,5 parah banget ya -_-'
cuz nda ga belajar ato karena nda males
ato emang lagi gak konsen atau emang ga niat ngerjainnya
ato emang gak bisa konsen pas belajarnya
mungkin karena nda ga pernah ngikutin pelajarannya di kelas..
apa pun itu
nda sadar banget itu emang salah nda, konsekuensi yang emang harus nda terima
nyesel? iya. kecewa? iya. tapi.. berlarut˛?? gak deh, makasih.
*lagi b`usaha keras nglawan su'udzon ke diri sendiri*
mending mikir bwt ke depannya
emang nda butuh kerja xtRa keras bwt UTS
cuz nda ga punya ritme belajar yang t`atur
*in fact nda emang ga pnya ritme keseharian yang teratur*
that's y, from tomorrow on, nda insya Allah mo b`usaha nglakuin yang bner
ga pengen ngecewain siapapun, lebih˛ diri sendiri
cape` soalnya
***
it's awful when I can't help my ownself
but for me it's worse when i find that i can't help my friend(s)
since I do have friend(s) to help me
nda ngerapz @ 11:22 pm
Sunday, April 03, 2005
minggu depan UTS, nda ngrasa blom siap
i'll do my best
susah banget sie punya rasa optimis, dikiiitttt aja -_-'
good news is... finally keterima donk jadi aktivis himatel divisi web dan jurnalistik *alhamdulillah bangett* nda kan emang minat dan pengen bangetttttt!!~
tapi masi langkah awal, masi akan ada evaluasi per 3 bulan.
mau mau mau.. survive!!~
***
for the spirit, for the person i admire, thanx a lot
for ur times, for the faith u give me within, for the smile,
for every single word.
nda ngerapz @ 02:46 pm
Sunday, March 27, 2005
kangen ma adek nda
kangen ma mum
kangen ma papa
kangen ma kk
kangen ma kk yang bantuin mum di rumah
kangen ma adek tetangga
kangen ma ucing˛ kesa2r di rumah
kangen ma kamarkuw
kangen ma masakan mum
kangen ma tmen˛ SnG
kangen ma tmen˛ SMA
kangen banget ma diri sendiri.....
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >_<
T_T
o.O'
-_-'
*hiks*
nda ngerapz @ 07:14 pm
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In the name of Allah, The Most Gracious, The Most Merciful
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*nda / nanda*
*18th April 1986*
*arun, Lhokseumawe*
*fave : friends, family, cute lil' kids, awesome books, movies, and musics*
*hates: smokes, cigarettes, being forced, liars, to pretend*
*shine`*
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